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Monday, July 16, 2007
This 2 weeks was quite a struggle for me. But there's so many things that i wanted to praise the Lord for.

It all started last Thursday, about 4.30pm when I needed to go to somewhere to check some pricing for FYP over the weekend. And I know I was dead because I need to attend Ed Silvoso conference over the weekend! HOw!?!? I asked God. There's 5 of us, and we had 9 locations. So I started to pray and ask God to give me one location instead of two while we draw lots. And THANK GOD! An answered prayer! I got one location instead of two!

Friday came and I entered into the conference, going through the conference, not very used to the word 'marketplace'. Doesn't sound like it's for me? I am still studying? Suddenly, God gently reminded me, change the word 'marketplace' to 'school'. Does it sounds more related? Are you part of it now? YES!! I am! I am in the marketplace, in school. Are God in school too?? YES! He is in school too, in fact, He's actually in my class, in Primers!!

This week, Thursday, was the busiest day. I had presentation, had to meet 2 girls to guide them on their devotion, and had meeting in the evening. And all these needed preparation BUT, i got no time? And I know I surely cannot do it by my own but I need His Holy Spirit to guide me. How?? i seeked God once again. Quieten my heart, I did my devotion on the train:

Romans 8: 28 - 39
29And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. 29For those God foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the likeness of his Son, that he might be the firstborn among many brothers. 30And those he predestined, he also called; those he called, he also justified; those he justified, he also glorified. 31What, then, shall we say in response to this? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all—how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things? 33Who will bring any charge against those whom God has chosen? It is God who justifies. 34Who is he that condemns? Christ Jesus, who died—more than that, who was raised to life—is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us. 35Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 36As it is written: "For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered." 37No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

It spoke to me so much! As I came back to think of it, what is GOd's purpose for me? His ultimate purpose for me is more than scoring 100 for all my tests, being in the committee, attending church to feel belonged. His ultimate purpose for us is to be like His Son, Jesus, to do according to His purpose. (Romans 8:28-29)

And this was the day when I could just sense God doing His wonders in me. Guiding me for my presentation, meetings, even gave me time to prepare for all these. And I realised it's not about doing devotion for the sake of doing it but is really to want to meet Him. And that even with that little time I had, it's the desire that He sees in you. Remember, God knows you more than you even know yourself. =)

Love,shAn

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